assalamualaikum :)
onlined facebook and stalked his page. who is he? my best friend, bestest friend. okay sorry, used to be best friend. he was with me throughout everything. told him about everything, asked his opinion before i decide anything, he made me smile even just with a single plain word, he understood me very well. he helped me in so many ways. he even sacrificed many things, for me :)
but the 2 years friendship was broken by a single phone call from an anonymous. we no longer contact each other, we are strangers now. ahhhh. i admit, i miss that skinny boy. i miss you bro, i miss you. but not more than a friend. why we have to be like this? im sorry for all the things ive put you in. im sorry for putting you on that situation. you were the victim. you recieved the call by someone i dont know. i had no idea who was that. kesian awak kena maki tak pasal pasal :( but why you didnt work anything out to protect our friendship? i thought....... hm okay.
i remember the fake smile you gave to your friends at school. i remember you fake your happiness, your laugh and everything when you knew i was in relationship with your friend. i remember the time you took your step back after knowing that. i remember the time you no longer treat me like you used to. i broke your heart, didnt i? i gave you false hope, didnt i? you took a good care of me, but what did i give in return? you were worried about me when abah was admitted, but did i ever appreciate that? hm i was a bad friend. never gonna consider myself as a friend anymore.
now you have got your life, a better life. awww you're in love now ha? good luck bro :) i know you're a good guy. best of luck to you. haha this year, we arent gonna share our tips for exams any longer ah? you arent coming to my school during exams anymore? not gonna spend our lunch time together infront of my school like we had during pmr? not gonna play quiz while drinking? ahh gonna miss that so much. well, if you want just text me bro. take care. baik baik bawak motor slow awak tu. i miss you, captain :')
sincerely,
Me.