Sunday, November 6, 2011

tired


hye! salam.
hiehiehie, know what?! I am still tired. tired of everything. hm Im tired of sleeping at 2AM and wakes up at 6AM. Im tired of doing works non-stop. Im tired of walking too fast to chase the LRT. Im tired of studying. those are things that make me tired physically. but actually Im more tired emotionally. Im tired of thinking of ways to take care of people's feelings. Im tired of being sad and lonely. Im tired of breaking my loved ones' hearts. Im tired of being left. Im tired of worrying about people. Im tired of everything.

I need rest. a perfect rest. without nothing to do, nothing to think. just me and rest. I wanna go for a picnic with my girls. I wanna go camping. I wanna be in the jungle. I am just.......tired.